Sunday, February 17, 2008

wanna road trip? who doesn't?

Everybody around me is....!in-love
They've been squealing! They've been blushing! They've always been in the state of idle and pleasant
contemplation! Oh I don't know. It seems like I'm the only one left,unin-love. But, hey! hold your tongue. I
ain't a desperada, a "sawi", or whatever thingamaword you call about someone who hasn't found the right one yet, or who never will. I mean, I'm not a left out, but whenever my girlfriends would come to a point of remembering their first love and heartache, there's nothing I could do but to rest my chin on my palms, flash them a grin, listen, and listen and listen. I've heard a lot of love stories from them that I could almost write a book. It's not that I can't relate either, I mean, I had my own experience but I don't make it a fuss in my head that I always take a tour on my past, reminisce the good 'ol sweetest days and in the end drop a tear like they do. I don't find it cheesy, I find it unthinkable. Yes, you got it right sport, I'd rather shed a tear for a test paper than on past false feelings. At least the test paper gives me instant, specific checks and exes on where I got wrong, so it becomes easy to learn.I don't have to reminisce and reminisce the whole week and think about where I had placed myself wrong, and where the other had placed himself wrong.
Disagree with me on that but I don't care. I'll just tell you if I got the point on your reactions, then maybe I'd change my mind.
Anyway, it's not that I don't want to fall...I'd love to! Like everyone of them, but I'd like to fall only once. I don't want to take a road trip on past loves...even if I'd be riding in a red ferrari race car.