sucker!

Triple Sh#t!

I just played the guitar and sang infront of my classmates! And know what the TOTAL HUMILIATION part is???.... I lost focus and ended up with the wrongest chords ever! At that moment, I just wanted to *poof*.... and disappear!

Know what.. i promised myself not to play after that "Y*n" incident. I just don't want to remember! Like I said in my previous entry..I don't want to take a road trip, which will only give me false emotions and regrets in the end.. I HATE THAT! no more no less!

SO.. there.. the point is, I was a sucker. I broke my own promise, and at the same time I humiliated myself infront of the whole class!

Therfore now..I'm gonna make a challenge nalng for myself.. and the price would be...... solitude. Yes, peace and quiet within my soul and within my mind, and within my heart.

The challenge then would be: "Last Feb.21,2008, 7:45pm, would be the last day I would play the guitar and sing infront of a crowd.I shall NEVER play in a crowd again!"

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